I don't know if I'm in-love or still in-love to her. It's been six years since I first felt this way. It gives me morning smile whenever I see her picture. She is still lovely but she's no ordinary woman. Funny because even though I know how hard it is for me to have her still I dream that it would happen. We're at different world but who knows that maybe someday love will make our world the same. I compare her as EVEREST not because she's hard-to-reach but because if I try to reach her there's many obstruction I need to face. Too many people surround her. Its like a soldier dreaming to hold the hand of his Queen but I know I can do it but I'm just afraid of shame. The shame of being in-love to a girl you know is hard-to-reach. If only...
"I'm a lover from a far" - best line that can describe my love for her.
Is there a chance for a soldier to hold the hands of his lovely Queen. Is there a chance for a normal mountaineer to climb EVEREST. I hope so. Now, Whats funny because she is still the one. The one whom I loved before. The one whom I ever wanted to spend my life with. The one who's name I hide and called her Trixy. The one who gives me morning smile. The one who's my everything. The one I ask God to be mine but never happened. I hope and pray that God and His Angels will tell her cause I know I can't say what my True Feelings for her.
Elmo
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